because i would reset so many of the recent events in my life.
I’ve learn from my mistakes, i just wish i was given the time of day to prove that.
I want to be healthy and love my body and myself. I’ve been going to the gym almost everyday, eating better and trying to discover and improve on the things I don’t like about myself. Like my over dependence on other people to make me happy and unintentionally hurting people around me by my lack of thinking before I do or say things. I guess this is the good thing about of all my new time alone. Sure I’m sad and lonely, but I’m redirecting my negative feelings to exercising and only thinking positively that things are going to get better for me soon enough. This is my self improvement time.